kristinnnc

charles dickens.

2008-01-05T06:42:57Z

" With affection beaming in one eye, and calculation shining out of the other."

So, I was thinking, and I think that i genuinely, sincerely, and truly miss high school. There was just something so simple about it. I wouldn't say that I want to go back to it, i just liked the simplicity of it. Go in the morning, have your 8 classes, come home. Easy. I miss everything. Not neccessarily the school part, but everything that went with it--the social aspect, etc. Once again, easier and simpler! Not that college is super hard, but yea. I don't know. I understand what I mean. I can't put it into words. Haha. Ok that's all.

Oh! and I finished all the gossip girls... =( *tear* Buttt, I am now reading The It Girl. You know, the gossip girl spin off, featuring Jenny. Wonderful! Same idea, different characters and setting. And speaking of which, I hear the book calling my name! Bye!

-K

oscar wilde.

2007-12-30T06:37:50Z

"There is only one thing in the world worse than being talked about, and that is not being talked about."

Gossip Girl. It like, consumes my life. I absolutely love it. GREATEST BOOKS EVER WRITTEN (Harry Potter not taken into account, of course!). Seriously, no joke. It's quite funny. I wish i could be Blair. I say that all the time to anyone who I'm watching the show with! They kinda just laugh at me.. Yeah, it's a little weird. But whatever! It's kind of like, Bliair's obsession with Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast At Tiffany's (decent movie, by the way. And yes, I did watch it because of GG). And that quote up there has nothing to do with my life or anything I'm about to write, just what I wish i could be! haha. ok. Am I basically saying I want to be a bitch and have everyting think I am, along with everyone thinking I'm also absolutely wonderful? Eh, not quite? ; )

So college... is, well, college. Very different. The only negative aspect is my roommate who seems to think studying is the ONLY important thing in life right now. I'll be the first to tell you, it's certainly not! It's about learningto live on your own, making new friends, and partying! Riiight. No, seriously. You don't have to be too serious you're first year. I wasn't too much and I have about a 3.4 gpa! Ok. That's a little bit of a lie. I did take it just a tad bit serious, but i did all of the afore mentioned! I also like having Ryan just a ten-minute-bus-ride away. He's my favorite friend at school! =) My classes went well, considering the gpa. Although I thought I was having a mid-life (at age 18, right?) crisis when I decided I wasn't being a math teacher. Yeah about that... it lasted a total of about 5 days. I am going to be a math teacher, I am! That's all I gotta keep telling myself! With that said, I'm going back next semester. I better be anyway, considering all the Rutgers shit my family now owns! But yeah, you could say I'm pretty satisfied there.

I can't complain about anything really. I have a the best family anyone could ask for, a wonderful boyfriend who i love and loves me back, absolutely amazing friends, a good home, a good school... just about perfect! Just about, because I feel like there's something missing. What that might be? I don't really have a clue! I have some ideas, I just can't bring myself to dwell on some absurd idea that something's actually missing. Ok... and it sounds even dumber written! Hahaha. I'm actually "lol"-ing right now!

Oh! That was so fun! I enjoyed writing this entry. Hahahah! Wow. Alright, something else is calling my name. Enough with this pointless prattle!

-K

babies!

2007-08-20T01:12:23Z

ryan and dan were looking for their names in my writings, and dan complained that he only found his like, once. so there we go. ryan and dan.
BYe!

schooool.

2007-04-16T19:36:18Z

yayyyy school's almost over! 59 days and we'll be getting ready for graduation. The next two months are gonna go by soooo quick. Between band stuff, prom, ap tests, and banquets, it's endingggg. mmmm SUMMER. That's all I have to say. kbye.

i'm 18.

2007-03-17T17:53:38Z

so yesterday was my 18th birthday!!! oooh exciting. ehh. It was terribleeee weather. I didn't get to do anything I wanted. I was supposed to go to the mall with Ryan so he could get me a present and so I could get my ears pierced. and I was gonna get Taco Bell for dinner. But no. It had to rain/hail/sleet/freezingrain/snow or whatever the heck it was. SO the roads=terrible. I went to McDonald's with my mother, sister, brother, and his friend, picked up Ryan after, took Kimmy to her friends' house, came home. I got Happy Birthday sung to me. I got $50 more added to the already $50 Disney card from my Grandparents by my parents, 2 shirts, a purse, jean shorts, and flip flops. Not bad, not bad. Plus Ryan will buy be something today. I plan on going to the mall today. The roads are better. And i'll get my ears pierced. OH and I coudln't even go get my new liscence bc the DMV closed!! GAY. whatever. Everything was really actually OK. It could have been worse. for example, John (from indoor) said he spent his birthday in the hospital one year when he had like, hardcore cancer. So yea. lol.

And then Ryan slept over last night! Because the roads were too bad to drive on for anyone to take him home/pick him up. So he slept in my basement. cute, i know. i like him lotsss:)

Our competition today was even cancelled! I don't know if that's good or bad, but whatever. They got too much snow over there over the bridge. Rob couldn't even get to practice bc his car was stuck in the snow at his house. Ok. I think I'm done!

byebye.

yay!

2007-03-11T17:21:24Z

my 18th birthday is in 5 daysssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i<3friday.

2007-02-23T20:08:57Z

My birthday's in 21 dayss!!!! i'm excited. the big one eight!!! youu knowww. i can't wait. Then senior trip is 10 days laterrr. ohhh it's going to be AMAZING. hopefully lol. So we'll see..

Tomorrow's our first show. @ north penn. I'm sure everything will go fine, but i'm nervous because i have to talk. I'm probably going to blank out completely and not remember what i have to say. I'll put money on that. hahaha that would suck so bad. I'd screw everyone over. i also set the tempo for the first two songs so if i do mess it up, we'll have a problem. But no!! i won't. Everything will be good. =)

I can't wait for college. Rutgers. Yayyyy!! Christina and I are rooming together. Thank god. I didn't want to have to room with a stranger. lol. I found this one dorm on College Ave where each room has their own bathroom. That was so exciting. We're going to attempt to get that. eeeeeee!! yes.

OOOHHH! My mouth is back to normal! i have one stitch left in between my two bottom front teeth. My gums look normal and good and all and the roof of my mouth is healing. It's so wonderful to be able to EAT again!!!

i love ryan. he's great. a whole 16monthswithhim kind of great. =)
kbye.

:D

2007-01-22T20:47:29Z

Winter twilight was lovelyy. I enjoyed it. And I made Ryan enjoy it too. Everything went well. I was worried my hair would look dumb, but it worked. My people slept over my hosue after the dance. Good stuff. Then Sunday we went to Friendly's, mainly because Denny's was closed. We wanted breakfast, but Friendly's stops serving it at 12 and we got there around 12 30/45. Ohh well. There's alwayss next time. lol. i<3myfriends.

Senior trip is in like... 2 months!!! I can't WAIT. All I want is for it to come, have prom, and graduate. That'd be great. Knowing that I'm going to Rutgers come August kinda makes me want school to just end. I'm tired of homework and high school drama and all that gayness. Whatev. No homework tonight! Splendid. Just indoor later. We're dancing. : ) It's gonna be soo funny. Mostly because the boys have to dance too! First competition isn't until Feb. 24th. So we'll see how this dancing business works out.. BYe!

kristinnnc @ 2006-12-31T00:48:00

2006-12-31T05:50:00Z

i love you more than anything.
you make me happy and i enjoy spending everyday with you.

: )

just some thoughts.

2006-12-29T18:36:56Z

So it amazes me, absolutely amazes me, how someone can spend months on end calling their friend out on spending too much time with their boyfriend/girlfriend. Blah bah blah you never spend time with me because you're too wrapped up in a relationship when all you're gonna do is break up in a month anyway; you're boyfriend/girlfriend's a huge asshole to me, dump them because your other friends are more important; and so on. Then suddenly that someone who hated the fact that their friend had someone goes and gets a boyfriend/girlfriend and it's ok for them to spend everynight with that boy/girl, yet they flipped on you multiple times for doing that same thing. Hyppocrit, much?

And on completely different note...

If you're gonna talk bad about someone, DON'T TALK ABOUT THEM TO THEIR FRIENDS. Idiot. Seriously! Because, chances are, the person you talked shit on will find out what you said about them. I mean, unless you want the person you don't like to find out the shit you said, then you're right on target with talking to their friends. And if that's the case (you wanting them to know the mean things you said about them), then you're just a cold-hearted BITCH and probably don't have any friends to begin with. So making fun of others simply makes you feel good about yourself. You sad, pathetic, little thing. Grow up and get the hell over yourself.

Thank you.

schooool

2006-09-12T19:46:10Z

School's gayyyy. I'm excited for the weekend. Well, only sorta. Not for band on Saturday, but for being able to sleep and not think. I mean, school will be ok this year. Better than last year? Possibly. We shall see... so anyway. Calc==me and Ryan sitting next to eachother!!! Statistics(that's a hard word to say)==me, Colette, and Krissy all sitting together!!Those are the two highlights of my school day. Ok that's all!

Yay for me going to a concert tonight and not having to go to band!! :D
bye.

holllerrr

2006-07-24T05:18:10Z

k so I'm good now. hahaha. The past few days have been reallyy good. Ok so where it started getting good... Wednesday I took Ryan, Dan, Tim, Mike, and Nick with me to the pool. They wanted to fish, so I offered bells lake. We rented boats and fished for.. I'd say an hour. Then swam a lottt. It was fun. Thursday Ryan, Dan, Tim, Mike, and I went to the beach!! It was soo much fun!! I loved it. They're the best to hang out with. Saturday.. Ryan and I went on a date!! It was so cute. We planned it like, over a week before. We went to Red Lobster to eat, then to the movies and saw The Lakehouse. It was surprisingly good! Ryan even liked it. He didn't want to go see it in the first place, but said it was my pick. I'm happy he ended up liking it. I mean he did pay for it all. He payed for everythinggg that night! And today (well technically yesterday..july23)... which was also kinda the reason we went out, but not really, is 9 fun-filled months of me and Ryan being together!!!!! And while we were eating dinner, he said you know, you're lucky. YOu're the only person I've ever taken out like this. First there was Valentine's Day with you when we went out for dinner, and tonight. And the next time we'll do this is in October. :D I was excited to hear that.. because that'll be one year!! I can't wait.. I love himmmmmm. :)

And today was Allen's graduation party.. not too bad. Saw a few faces I haven't seen in while: Allen himself, Tom Coppolla, and Joe DeVito. After, Ryan, Dan, Mike, and Nick came over. Dude. They're were like a bunch of 8 year olds. Mikey even joined in on their fun. It was rather amusing..

Tomorrow = a whole bunch of colette&&erin. As far as I know, Krissy has herself some work! Hopefully I'll see Ryan (or as Tim decided to refer to him as.. Ry guy...) tomorrow night! So that's all.

kbye.
<3333

ohhh my.

2006-07-17T04:08:15Z

Yo I like seriously need to take a chill pill or something. As korny as that sounds, I really do. All week I've like been up a feakin wall about everything. I've been getting mad at the stupidest things. Well they're really not stupid. I have good reason to be mad. But yea. I never get mad. Whateverrr. I need to just chill out. Hah. That's all.

I love Ryan.
I really do.

BYe.

kristinnnc @ 2006-07-09T12:57:00

2006-07-09T17:03:46Z

So I got home from Virginia two days ago. All in all, it wasn't so bad. Te beginning of it, sunday-tuesday, was awful. But by Wednesday and Thursday it was better. Probably because I knew I was coming home in a day or two, and because I finally got to know the kids from my church better. Yea. I feel like I did so good. Helped some people, you knoww??

And so Friday I got home at like 2ish. And we got a third family car!! Basically, it's MINEE!! It was a surprise. I was really excited. I love driving nowww. haha. yea. So I hung out with Ryan on friday night, and we attempted to go see Pirates 2, but the 10:15 was sold out. Tonight, or rather, this afternoon, we're gonna try it see it, but with Dan and Tim. Yesterday was Dan's Graduation Party. He has one cool basement.

Ok that's all.
Oh I'm going to the beach tomorrow with Colette (and her mom) and Erin and I believe Krissy. Hopefully she got off work!! Exciting. And Colette's birthday is on Tuesday!! She's getting her license... oh boyy. That'll be amusing. hahha.

kbyee.
<3

worddd.

2006-07-02T02:08:46Z

Tomorrow I'm going to Virginia. Fun? I dunno. Haven't decided yet. We'll see. I've been saying that I don't wanna go, but I came to the conclusion that if I go into this trip with a positive outlook, I'll have a better time. I'll miss my people. :)

Yo I had a good conversation tonight with Krissy. We both figured out some gay stuff. hahah yea. My favorite part of the conversation though...

hope in a kiss: its like walking on egg shells

hahah in reference to... we don't know if we should be friends with a couple select people. lol. We're silly. Riiiight. hah.

Well that's all. I still have lots of packing and stuff to get ready, you know the deal. Laterrr.

hmm.

2006-06-29T21:52:36Z

SOOO I'm bored.. and thought why not write something? Yea. I'm very much enjoying summer. I like it a lot and I don't want it to end. A part of me actually likes being bored (bc that means no work or anything like that). But I don't like being bored by myself. Like now. Not really anyone's home. Ryan, Dan, and Eric are at 6Flags. So there goes doing anything with that group. Erin's at work. but uh yea. Krissy and Colette.. aren't on aim so i'm gonna go with a they're busy. And as for everyone else.. I don't know or care too much, as mean as that may sound? sure. But yea. All in all, I'm good right now. My mom's trying to be cool by texting me and going on aim on her cell phone. Whatever.. hahah.

I went to the beach last Thursday! Ryan, Dan, Mike, and Abby came with me (my mom drove and took Mikey too lol). It was fuuunn. I wanna go again. But I can't for like two weeks.. bc i'm going to Virginia for some thing with the youth group at my church. Not looking forward to that at all. 6 days, and we're NOT ALLOWED TO USE OUR CELL PHONES. What am I gonna do.. with people I hardly know and don't like, and I won't even be able to talk to anyone. well more like uh ryan? hah. but yea I'll have FUN. not. Hey I'm helping people. That's all that matters. lol

I saw Click last night with Ryan and Dan. It was OK. Really sad though!!! I kinda cried... my eyes watered and tears dripped down my facee. Ryan said his eyes teared and the tears dripped! and I missed it! Dan said his eyes teared up too. Cute. Oh and the 3 of us went to the mall on.. monday. It was a good time. Ryan just called me.. they're on their way home now! And if they do something.. I'm gonna meet them! K i'm excited now bc I have something to do tonight! and I can wear the new shirt i bought today. FUN. And all that totallyyy contradicts what I said up at the top.. hah oh well. So I'm gonna go get showered and stuff like that... BYe!

SOOO

2006-06-20T23:23:06Z

I decided I didn't like my old username, so I made a new one. But in order to do so I had to make a whole new journal. So I did. lol. Here's the link if you ever care to see what a boring life I lead...

http://cherrycoke16k.livejournal.com/

Yea, so anyways.
SUMMER IS HERE. and it's great.
Let's see.. Friday: hung out with Krissy, Colette, and Erin that night.
Saturday: Softball game.. won. Softball pool party, Tom Coppolla's grad party, followed by Kanit's.
Sunday: Softball game.. lost. Playoffs.. so we were out. thank god. Sunday night went to Ryan's. We rented Munich.. which was wayy too confusing for me. Dan and Mikey G came over too and watched it.
Monday: A bunch of nothingness. Followed by Ryan coming over and meeting my grandparents.. lol. Then going back to his house, where we spent 7 hours doing nothing basically.
Today: Went to the pool for a few hours. Pissed my sister off.. oh mann it was great. And what made it greater was that my mom was on MY side and wouldn't let kimmy do what she wanted bc of something I pointed out. Details really aren't important lol. And then later I plan on going out. I'm waiting for Ryan to call, then I'm picking him up and we're going to Mikey G's house and Abby and Eric and I think Dan and stuff are going over too. Probably gonna watch a movie or something like that.
Yupp. So that's that.

Yay for being seniors!! '07!!!!!! :D
That's fun.
k I'm done now. BYe.